space

I want you so bad but I’m giving you space
I try to block you out but I can’t get rid of your face
In my mind you’re all I see
In my dreams I just can’t be
Left alone
I know it’s not right
I know I should go
But I can’t leave this thing I feel alone
It’s been so long since I felt this way
Didn’t think I’d see the day
That my heart would heal and begin to feel
The way I do

So, baby, just know
You can take your time
You can take it slow
You can take it anywhere you want to go
Cuz I can’t leave this thing I feel alone

I’m not sure how this turned
From fun to fear
of the unknown
I’m not sure when it was
Or where it was
Or how it was
but I’m telling you for sure
cuz I can’t leave this thing I feel alone
So, baby, just know

You can take your time
You can take it slow
You can take it anywhere you want to go
Cuz I can’t leave this thing I feel alone
Take your time
Take it slow
Take it anywhere you want to go

Baby, let’s take our time
Let’s take it slow
Let’s take it anywhere we want to go
Cuz we can’t leave this thing alone

just do it

i want to be an interior designer or a writer or both. i have a good job, but i always have a job that i do well at, but am not fulfilled in. i need an outlet for creativity. i think my flexibility keeps me from pursuing my dreams. i am too easy-going. i want to be uncomfortable so that i can't do anything except run after what fulfills me.

so, where should i start? what should i do to begin my pursuit of creativity? hmmm...maybe just saying it will motivate me. we shall see.

what would you like to hear?

i could write about a dozen things. all of which would be entertaining to any reader- a good story for those looking in. maybe i'll share this week someday. all i can muster up the strength to say is that it's friday night and i'm staying in. this weekend isn't getting any better than me...just me.