whirlwind

life is just that right now- everything is flying in every which direction. i am holding on for dear life. i am trusting. i am holding and i am trusting and i am confident that i will stand. i'd love to tell you the whole story right now. but i barely have the energy to acknowledge it. i'm going to bed early tonight and bracing myself for a week. i am praying for courage, wisdom, and strength- all of which, i know God will provide.

vision

that's what i need today. fresh vision. i feel like i'm seeing my life the way i was seeing the eye chart after my concussion a couple of weeks ago. i could see it- my eyes were still working- but there was this funky blur that i kept trying to blink away.

i need eyes that see...not only the challenges of the day, the blessings of the day, the goodness that surrounds me, but that see what is before me...precisely, with patience and wisdom. i know. i know. i'm asking for a lot. but today i need a boost- i need a glimpse of the promises that i believe are for my future. i need to see the path that i should begin to plow. i am confident that i am where i am for a reason, but i believe that it is time for a change. and in order to make the change- i have to see more clearly.