it all comes down to...

trust. ohhhh soooo very hard to do. i realize that this is where so many of these feelings come from- the simple idea that i am scared to death to put my life in anyone's hands. it is a daily struggle- a daily walk- to trust. right now, though, i am trusting that tomorrow has already been established for my good. that my steps are ordered and my best interest is His best interest. for right now...i trust this to be true. i believe, right now, and will remind myself- that He is omniscient and my mind cannot even conceive the thoughts that He has toward me. Plans to prosper me and not to harm me, plans to give me hope and a future.